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Sunday, November 28, 2004 fuck.
y is life so fucking unfair. and then some fuckers will come along n tell me "cmon everybody feels this way". well the fact is im sure that EVERYBODY dun work their balls off giving tuition during j2 prelims. oh fine. so i go earn some xtra cash shld b good rite? FUCK IT. tell u smthng. i havent got my november pocket money. y? because i wun FUCKING starve. and since ive managed to survive and decembers already here, y do i need e FUCKING MONEY? after all, i ought to b a bit more sensible and grown up dat my parents are unemployed. they haf no money. i mean, my mother was tokking on e fone wif her fren and she said "that man of e family is not working so why should i?" yah. so Mr. 18 year old shld go n work for FUCKING pple juz so i can pay for geog notes? oh yeah. i could perhaps go beg my siblings. but remember, it was I, MYSELF, ME who said dat i could pay for my own mobile bill. YES I FUCKING DID SAY DAT, but wad i dint xpect is to haf FUCKING NO POCKET MONEY FOR A MONTH, LIVE OFF MY OWN SAVINGS AND B XPECTED TO PAY FOR MY OWN SHAMPOO AND SHOWER FOAM AND MOBILE BILL AT THE SAME FUCKING FUCKING TIME!!!!!!! i mean, wads e pt of saving rite? bcos if i haf any xtra cash, my poor mother will start giving me dat poor look and talk of how tight e pocket is. why e fuck am i such a FUCKING POOR BASTARD EVEN WHEN I FUCKING WORK MY GUTS OFF, but OTHER FUCKING BASTARDS JUZ GET BORN INTO RICH FUCKING FAMILIES? e world is juz liddat isnt it. i mean, its not even e first time. this year birthday, everyone was like "wad u wan for ur bday" and my standard answer is "money. im seriously broke. money wld b most appreciated." my brother was asking if i wanted ps2 or mp3 player. i said gimme e money. so alrite. he gave me 300bucks. oh and then wad happens? I FUCKING DUN GET POCKET MONEY FOR A MONTH! "ur brother already gave u money u noe, we haf not much money..." FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. i wonder y izzit dat even when i deposit at least a hundred a month, my bank account of 1 year old NEVER has crossed e 300 bucks mark! i mean, how is dat FUCKING POSSIBLE? datz y i shld juz buy all e comics and original games i can find rite? BECOS IF I DUN E MONEY WILL BE GONE ANYWAY! I FUCKING HATE BEING POOR. I FUCKING HATE HAVING TO LIVE OFF MYSELF. and e best thing is, i can FUCKING LOOK FORWARD TO EARNING SOME MONEY SO THAT I CAN SUPPORT MY PARENTS! ah... wonderful. pure joy. btw, my parents arent crippled or anything u noe. in a typical week, my mother goes swimming, water aerobics, gym, line dancing. father's still healthy enuff to smoke a packet in 2 days and go hang around coffeeshops. SO WHY E FUCK AM I SO FUCKING POOR? FUCK IT MAN. JUZ FUCKING FUCK IT. Saturday, November 27, 2004 u noe, ive always thot
do to others wad u wan others to do to u so if a good will is not reciprocated, it gets a bit irritating yah hm... i wonder if one good deed breeds another. hm... i hope e good deed comes back yeah. hope hope! i tell u
certain traits like humor charisma blah blah runs in e family hahhaa i was tokking to my brother on e fone to set a date get my comp, n he got ard asking my ace, and stuff. btw, he's 29 and married hahhaa bro: so when's ur prom me: 8th. but im not going. bro: u not going? i dint go mine either me: haha really? i thnk a lot of unnecessary expenditure (sidenote: if i wanna see ren yao, i can go changi village. very close to pasir ris camp u noe) bro: yeah me 2. even tho im from council n ure from council too. u dun haf gerfren meh? me: got gerfren got wad difference? bro: got gerfren she will pester u go mah... dat time my gerfren was in j1 so i had no worries. hhahahaha! see! funky rite? btw, juz in case any of u are like weifang, my brother did not marry dat girlfren hahha. but he did date my da sao for like 7 years b4 he proposed, so well. hahhaa! i thnk ive read 20 000 blogs n they basically say e same thing....
ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! except when ure stuck at home, unlike *some* pple wif jam-packed (and kaya n butter) schedules, without a comp, it gets pretty boring. im on my sis laptop which cant really support game graphics, n typing when lying on e floor is painful for e knees elbows arms legs abs... bascially everywhere. well, gotta wait until this 2 days of boringness ends, den suddenly ill b jam-packed too!! n its probably strawberry jam since its e nicest mwahaha. like 3 days klaz chalet, immediately followd by sec4 klaz stayover ie gambling den nite... next week is bookded like crap. n ive been talking abt my quarter day plan. 1/4 sleep 1/4 play game 1/4 go cheong 1/4 training hahaha except dat 3 days into this n im still stuck at e first quarter. oh well. gonna gym swim bike soon. e usual gang (if not stucked by jam) muz go soon. like b4 some idiots get into ns. hm. of e 20000 blogs i read, got 15000 also include some form of ns talk. 10000 are frm guys (understandbly) n e other 5000 is sadistic girls who cant wait to c us turn into muscular tanned hunks. hmpf! its not exactly very fun blogging anymore. n got no photoshop (n mouse) to make cool new template. ah... thnk 3 months long forced imprisonment has made me quit e addiction. oh well. mayb i can get hooked again when i finally get back my comp. now im gonna go whack sega mega drive. MWAHHAHAHAHHAHA. CAN U BELIEVE IT? ITS ONLY ABT 10 YEARS OLD AND IT STILL WORKS!!!!!! SONIC E HEDGEHOG U CAN CATCH WAD U CAN SEE SONIC E HEDGEHOG! zoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom! |
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