i never did do well
coming up with original ideas
or applying concepts
or thinking critically.


my strength has always been that of
rote memory.


in english, it was memorizing vocab.
in lit, it was memorizing quotes.
in pract crit, it was memorizing the
standard tools and effects they create.

i never did do well
in GP.
in writing.

was it effort?
it cant be.
i wont know what to change.
it wasnt time, that im sure.

just stop labelling me
as someone who can write
who is smart.

ive seen those people.
i am not one.

let me get my 2nd upper and get on with life.
just let me
memorize.