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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
and the secret reason
why you are so adamant
about having one
is because
you are so envious of them
you never wanted to be like them.
it is a priviledge of the rich.
and you shld just wade in self pity
in that lonely corner
unseen by the world.
why you are so adamant
about having one
is because
you are so envious of them
you never wanted to be like them.
it is a priviledge of the rich.
and you shld just wade in self pity
in that lonely corner
unseen by the world.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
and you dont seem to want to maintain the connection anymore
it is my fault that we couldnt stand the test of time.
it is my fault that we couldnt stand the test of time.
Monday, July 16, 2007
when the wound is so raw
and the hurt is so fresh
as if it was yesterday when you left
a week ago when we fell apart
every relationship feels like a rebound
diving headlong into each
so fiery
with no regard for the consequences
and burning itself out
incandescent,
brilliant in its short-lived happiness
ephemeral.
and all that is left
is the blinding red streak in the eye
standing alone in the darkness.
and the hurt is so fresh
as if it was yesterday when you left
a week ago when we fell apart
every relationship feels like a rebound
diving headlong into each
so fiery
with no regard for the consequences
and burning itself out
incandescent,
brilliant in its short-lived happiness
ephemeral.
and all that is left
is the blinding red streak in the eye
standing alone in the darkness.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
familiarity breeds contempt.
bcos when you get too familiar
you forget common courtesy
you assume he wouldnt mind
you expect him to know you well enough
you take him for granted
and the friendship ends.
bcos when you get too familiar
you forget common courtesy
you assume he wouldnt mind
you expect him to know you well enough
you take him for granted
and the friendship ends.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i miss what he should have been
i miss who he never was
but i dont miss him.
i miss who he never was
but i dont miss him.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
resigned to this fate that was judged on me
i am not the oak who stands headstrong in the wind
uprooted and broken, lauded for foolhardy courage
mocked by he who cowers in the shelter
but I
bring the wisdom of age
the guile of the streets
cunning of one who has cheated
experience of one who was deceived
and i bend like the willow
assimilate, adapt
belong.
i am not the oak who stands headstrong in the wind
uprooted and broken, lauded for foolhardy courage
mocked by he who cowers in the shelter
but I
bring the wisdom of age
the guile of the streets
cunning of one who has cheated
experience of one who was deceived
and i bend like the willow
assimilate, adapt
belong.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
envious of ur riches, ur love, ur everythng.
wanting what you have, wanting to be you.
so perfect.
but i am not inferior.
inheritance is but the past.
i will be the greater one in the future.
such vindictive maliciousnes
almost evil.
wanting what you have, wanting to be you.
so perfect.
but i am not inferior.
inheritance is but the past.
i will be the greater one in the future.
such vindictive maliciousnes
almost evil.
damn my foolishness and your selfish pride
damn my blinded trust and your apathy
damned be reason, logic, justice or fairness.
damn me for caring more than you do.
damn my blinded trust and your apathy
damned be reason, logic, justice or fairness.
damn me for caring more than you do.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
pent up anger unreleased
feeds and festers upon itself
growing like a one-eyed monster
consuming, devouring
from within
and time
fan the flames
so that the smouldering ashes
unbidden, unseen
comes alight
and burn
and burn
until the roof collapses
and he who has not seen the ashes
wonders how this
unexpected, uncalled for
conflagaration
came to
sear his flesh.
feeds and festers upon itself
growing like a one-eyed monster
consuming, devouring
from within
and time
fan the flames
so that the smouldering ashes
unbidden, unseen
comes alight
and burn
and burn
until the roof collapses
and he who has not seen the ashes
wonders how this
unexpected, uncalled for
conflagaration
came to
sear his flesh.
wrath.
rage.
anger.
when alone, envy festers.
with others, the unsightly jealousy is suppressed, and anger surfaces.
yet.
standing before you.
talking on the phone.
messaging.
all sympathies well up, unwilling to injure your pride,
and i say
never mind.
rage.
anger.
when alone, envy festers.
with others, the unsightly jealousy is suppressed, and anger surfaces.
yet.
standing before you.
talking on the phone.
messaging.
all sympathies well up, unwilling to injure your pride,
and i say
never mind.