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Saturday, June 30, 2007
foolish generosity.
or
stingy, small-minded, petty miser.
eh the birthday present how. u go settle la u go buy la. i share. i chip in 10dollars.
eh paiseh ah i cannot make it that day. sorry ah i forgot, i return u next time i c u ok.
so i become the scrooge chasing pple for a few bucks? im making BIG BUCKS EASY MONEY FROM SITTING AROUND SLACKING, and im getting all worked up and calling pple and sending sms reminders every day for a few fucking cheap dollars? am i cheap or what?
so im the one who goes scouting for a suitable present, i pay that 200dollars up front, and suddenly, instead of 10person sharing, we have 8. so? i find the other 8 who have already paid to each give another 3 dollars? CMON THAT TIME I LEND U 10 BUCKS U NEVER RETURN I OSO NEVER SAY ANYTHNG LOR NOW U CHASE ME FOR A FREAKING 3 DOLLARS?
i dont know why i bother working.
so that i could support jobless people in debts?
maybe gamblers who are chased by loansharks?
oh yes. pay for birthday presents.
and foot the bill when we go out.
"SHARE" taxi to go home.
i mean, its only fair i pay more since i stay fucking furthest right.
try me man, try me.
nobody is ever getting a single cent from me anymore.
and i will darn sure i use a calculator to make sure everyone is paying for their deserved share, down to the last cent.
or
stingy, small-minded, petty miser.
eh the birthday present how. u go settle la u go buy la. i share. i chip in 10dollars.
eh paiseh ah i cannot make it that day. sorry ah i forgot, i return u next time i c u ok.
so i become the scrooge chasing pple for a few bucks? im making BIG BUCKS EASY MONEY FROM SITTING AROUND SLACKING, and im getting all worked up and calling pple and sending sms reminders every day for a few fucking cheap dollars? am i cheap or what?
so im the one who goes scouting for a suitable present, i pay that 200dollars up front, and suddenly, instead of 10person sharing, we have 8. so? i find the other 8 who have already paid to each give another 3 dollars? CMON THAT TIME I LEND U 10 BUCKS U NEVER RETURN I OSO NEVER SAY ANYTHNG LOR NOW U CHASE ME FOR A FREAKING 3 DOLLARS?
i dont know why i bother working.
so that i could support jobless people in debts?
maybe gamblers who are chased by loansharks?
oh yes. pay for birthday presents.
and foot the bill when we go out.
"SHARE" taxi to go home.
i mean, its only fair i pay more since i stay fucking furthest right.
try me man, try me.
nobody is ever getting a single cent from me anymore.
and i will darn sure i use a calculator to make sure everyone is paying for their deserved share, down to the last cent.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
so unconditional.
so magnanimous.
but that was so long ago.
and now ure in ur element, so loved, so rich.
and the arrogance and sneer and loftiness.
no more gentleness, thoughtfulness, care or concern.
so magnanimous.
but that was so long ago.
and now ure in ur element, so loved, so rich.
and the arrogance and sneer and loftiness.
no more gentleness, thoughtfulness, care or concern.
Monday, June 25, 2007
shallow friends are ur best friends because they will never haf any sorrow to share with you. all ur memories are wholesomely happy together.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
And in e end, youve not changed a bit.
still as dprived of attention
still as insecure and inferior and afraid.
still so proud, so vindictive, so petty.
still unable to lose, unwilling to let go.
still as dprived of attention
still as insecure and inferior and afraid.
still so proud, so vindictive, so petty.
still unable to lose, unwilling to let go.
Friday, June 22, 2007
these dreams.
they are recurring.
and i see you.
just like yesterday.
its been almost 3 years since i last saw you.
y does it still hurts
to hear accounts of you
moving on.
while these dreams
keep holding me back.
ive been in stasis
unable to let go
unwilling to change.
just one more month.
you have your peace.
i hope to find mine.
in someone else.
they are recurring.
and i see you.
just like yesterday.
its been almost 3 years since i last saw you.
y does it still hurts
to hear accounts of you
moving on.
while these dreams
keep holding me back.
ive been in stasis
unable to let go
unwilling to change.
just one more month.
you have your peace.
i hope to find mine.
in someone else.
hiatus.
after 2 years...
im back.
i dunno for how long.
but i am here at least for now.
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im surprised i could still remember the various passwords, and that photobucket and tagboard accounts are still active... but my html skills has definitely deteriorated.. i tried to make a new blog with a new name, but i realised i cant write html for nuts.. and im too lazy to play with photoshop for now, dunno if i still can too... eventually, i decided i like this template too much... and so much memories.. shldnt just erase the past like i used to. although it is definitely time to move on.
after 2 years...
im back.
i dunno for how long.
but i am here at least for now.
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im surprised i could still remember the various passwords, and that photobucket and tagboard accounts are still active... but my html skills has definitely deteriorated.. i tried to make a new blog with a new name, but i realised i cant write html for nuts.. and im too lazy to play with photoshop for now, dunno if i still can too... eventually, i decided i like this template too much... and so much memories.. shldnt just erase the past like i used to. although it is definitely time to move on.